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togglebind "cl_righthand"
bind "mwheelup" "duck"

You gotta do what makes you happy
You have to live selfishly in that aspect

never peek twice

dog eat dog world

bind "=" "+fw2"; alias "+fw2" "demo_timescale 20"; alias "-fw2" "demo_timescale 1"

MISC//
bind "l" "say sorry i'm mute/deaf/blind/have tourettes and mentally sick"
bind "p" "say swear i'm not toxic"
bind "i" "say just a bot trying not to bot-tom frag ;("
bind "o" "say twitch/kick k1ngsta96"
bind "k" "say b u l l e t i m e "
bind l "say n o t a l k i n g p l e a s e"
bind "[" "volume 0.5"
bind "]" "volume 1"
bind "mwheelup" "toggle cl_crosshairsize 1.5 900"

MOVEMENT//
bind space +duck
bind mwheeldown +jump
alias "+jumpaction" "+jump;"; alias "+throwaction" "-attack; -attack2"; alias "-jumpaction" "-jump";
bind mouse4 "+jumpaction;+throwaction;"
bind "mouse4" "+jumpaction;+throwaction;"

NADES//
bind "t" "slot8"
bind "c" "slot7"
bind "x" "slot10"
bind "v" "slot6"

alias "+jumpaction" "+jump;"
alias "+throwaction" "-attack; -attack2"
alias "-jumpaction" "-jump"
bind "mouse4" "+jumpaction;+throwaction;"
bind "mouse5" "noclip"
bind "," "sv_rethrow_last_grenade"
bind "mwheelup" "toggle cl_crosshairsize 1.5 900"
bind "space" "+duck"
bind "[" "volume 0.5"
bind "]" "volume 1"


bind "." "ent_fire smokegrenade_projectile kill;ent_fire molotov_projectile kill;ent_fire flashbang_projectile kill;ent_fire hegrenade_projectile kill;ent_fire decoy_projectile kill;stopsound"

"I want you to come with me into eternity.
The scourge of the earth is time or past, like an alien energy from outer space it has captured the planet, completely enveloping and devouring it. Out of the earth it sucks a constant stream of life into itself, into existence, exhausting, poising and destroying it in every form. Life, in every form, cries for mercy from it; in man for freedom from it. Yet none can resist its irresistible pull to live and to live again.
Here is the mystery of life and existence. Please close your eyes again. Enter the stillness, the eternal void. If you can find enough love or awareness in yourself, you will stay conscious and realise as you go deeper that you have been here many times before. But if your love is not yet sufficient to keep you awake, you will go unconscious and when the journey through death is concluded, you will awake in a world equivalent to the love and consciences you are. You will be more at home than ever before in your life. Either way you go, conscious or unconscious you still arrive at journeys end. You will then realise that love is the most important thing in life. And that the world of the living exists purely for the demonstration of more love. You will see how far it is from love. And you will want to tell the whole world what you have discovered. But that won't be possible because you have to discover that and declare it and live it while you live. Everyone must discover the secret of love for themselves, if not before they die then after. No-one can be told. This is the never-never world of living on borrowed time. Its blatant disregard for the justice of who really owes who, and who really owes what, creates the vicious injustice or imbalance that never stops growing between the poor and the rich, the handicapped and the strong, the starving and the sleek, the deprived and the privileged So appallingly ill-balanced has it all become, that only the end of time itself, which is now approaching, can settle the accounts.
We are here for the earth. We are here for life. We are here to be cosmically intelligent. When enough of us are cosmically intelligent, we will open the earth cosmic life and participate in that inconceivable reality. I am here to help you. Goodbye." - Barry Long
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さよなら ( ͡⚆ ͜ʖ ͡⚆)╭∩╮ t r a g i c hidden forgotten stories.</3>
Oh, I always made it right, I had to try
There's no way to fill the void without a price
Now I'm scared that I might find another you
Am I searching for a high or something true?

'Cause I don't want just somebody to hold me through the night
When you're the one I love for life
And how could I love somebody, when you're the reason why
I'll keep on losing my, my mind?

Yeah, how could I, how could I?
(Oh, how could I love, how could I love again?)
(Oh, how could I love when you are not here?)

I thought when I'm with her, it all would change (It all would change)
It's obvious it won't, it's not the same (It's not)
Yeah, how could I move on when you're to blame?
No, I don't see a single way, a single way


s o m e o n e t o s t a y

--

sometimes you must hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain

darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that

you miss 100% of the shots you don't take

Baby, be the class clown, I'll be the beauty queen in tears
It's a new art form, showin' people how little we care (yeah)
We're so happy, even when we're smilin' out of fear

what the hell is common sense, see the world with your wise eyes

stream snipe if gay [kick.com]

kopii peisuto deriito sono kurikaeshi sutte haita

suppressing negativity, that's how to stay strong


when you love life; it will love you back passionately

sống phải hiền chứ đừng quá lành, lành quá tụi nó bắt nạt

tụi nó sẽ vắt kiệt mày đến từng đồng xu cắc bạc

dù mày cầm tinh con gì, tụi nó cũng muốn cưỡi lên

cưỡi lên đầu cưỡi lên cổ, cho dù mày có lè lưỡi rên

khi mày đã từng nghèo khó, tay mày đã từng chai và sạn

tao tin là mày sẽ biết ở bên mày có ai là bạn

thử ngã một lần mà coi, mấy ai chịu đỡ mày đâu

da số là cười vào mặt, rồi tiện thể đạp xuống thật sâu

vì trò đời mà, chua như là dưa ghém

tụi nó thích hạ thấp người khác để che đậy cảm giác thua kém

tụi nó sẽ phán xét mày bằng tư duy chưa quá lớp chồi

mày ngã, tụi nó cười to, mồm nó há như cá đớp mồi

rải một chút cám cò, tìm tụi nó không cần phải lội ao

nhiều khi tao thấy tiếc, niềm thân ái mà tao đã vội trao

tụi nó sẽ không xuất hiện khi không thấy được một chút lợi nào


tonight is the night where I'm chasing the light/
so much darkness in my life, all i can do is fight/
but i dont wanna argue about who's wrong or right/
do you believe in me?, your answer's what i'd like/

I made time for you, stopped crime for you/
and if it ever came i'd bust mine for you/
my hearts loyal even though its spoiled/
even if you hate me still i'd adore you/

but lifes twisted, even when its gifted/
never would i move even if the world shifted/
never could i lose my love if i wished it/
and i mean you, a thousand words pictured/

hah... the memories when they fall/
and when it all came down whos there to go call?/
i know its all tough ground when you barely at fault/
so if i can't choose both, i ain't choosing at all/

Sometimes I can't help but feel like I don't belong here
Out of place, out of mind, like [?]
There's nothing else that feels like is meant for me
But I've got a sweet escape

Under bright lights
Illuminate my face
It's shining down on us
That's when I come alive

Baby, take me higher, I wanna see the bluе sky
See the galaxy's reflection in your еyes
There's nothing that compares to this energy
But I've got a sweet escape
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.Mijn-naamisJeff> Mar 18 @ 10:42am 
In special forces military
.Mijn-naamisJeff> Mar 18 @ 10:42am 
I am now a k1NGsta - K1NGSMENji-san majima-chan mainichi bane
tre3es Mar 16 @ 7:39pm 
Boslen Type Beat - heating up - prod. RIES x Pazzo-Yeti
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(sold) current joys + alternative indie rock + clairo type beat ~ "how i feel" (prod. grayskies)
.Mijn-naamisJeff> Mar 5 @ 10:37pm 
crazy
.Mijn-naamisJeff> Mar 5 @ 10:37pm 
police pretty sure stole my phone with all my data. also missing my samsung evo ssd card.