For the last few years I have had the weirdest infatuation with Nazi men. There is nothing hotter to me than a man in a Nazi uniform. I gross myself out sometimes with this fetish. There is just something really hot about Nazi men, especially ones higher up in the ranks. And lately I have had the grossest fantasy of a nazi me in front of my (made up) Jewish fiancé/husband while he just sits there and cries and is forced to watch. I don't know wtf is wrong me. I am not a racist and have nothing against Jewish people. I hate myself!!! I feel like anti Semitic remarks are usually brushed over in society and not taken seriously and I just contribute to that :( why am I like this?